I am a 51 year old woman who is divorced now, About ten years ago when I was 40 or 41, me and my then husband was separated but, we were trying to get things back together again. We had four children ranging in age from 16 to 7 years of age. 

Long story short, I had an affair while me and my now ex were trying to get back together. It may not sound so bad except,the guy I had sex with was only 15 years old. He was a friend of my kids. I didn't notice of course but, he had a crush on me. One day he came by when the kids were visiting their dad at his place for the weekend, I was thinking he must have thought they were home with me but, come to find out later that he knew they were gone. 

When I told him they were gone for the weekend he actually asked if he could come in and ask me about something and I said sure. He was always very personable and talkative. He told me he had a crush on an older girl but didn't know how to approach her and asked me what he should do. I just said tell her that you have feelings for her, although you may get rejected and it doesn't feel good but, get it out in the open and see what happens. 

That's when he told me I was one he liked and I was floored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I of course told him that nothing could happen between us for obvious reasons, him being a minor the biggest reason. However, something about this young boy was intriguing to me. maybe just the attention that someone so young would be interested in an older woman like me, especially, since 3 of my kids were girls and two were in his age group and my son was his friend. 

Anyway, he said he understood why something could not happen but, he did want to let me know his feelings. I can not believe I was truly flattered by this. Again, him being a somewhat bold fella, he actually asked me if he could kiss me and of course I said no, that would not be a good idea but, he actually persisted and I reluctantly gave in and let him kiss me. We kissed, and for whatever reason it felt good to me. 

He asked if we could do it again and, against my better judgment, I said yes and we kissed and we held it. Then that led to fondling each other and then it ultimately led to me taking him by the hand and taking him to my bedroom and having sex. I was so not thinking straight. 

After we were finished that time I really started panicking and told him he could never tell anyone what just happened and of course he said he would not but, when can you trust a boy so young to keep a secret about having sex with an older woman, especially around the neighborhood. 

For whatever reason I could not stop thinking about him though as crazy as that sounds. Even when me and my ex were having sex, I would think of this boy. Maybe because it is so taboo is what really turned me on to it. 

Anyway, 3 weeks had went by and it had not got out and another opportunity presented itself and he asked if we could have sex again,, I guess I felt I could trust him so we had sex again. We had sex maybe 4 more time in the next 2 months before I came to my senses and ended it. 

When I was going over it in my head, I was thinking all kinds of thoughts, that he might blackmail me by telling people about us or he might even beat me up. But I got the courage to tell him. He was disappointed of course but he understood and was okay with it. I guess he got to live out his dream of fucking an older woman. Me and my ex didn't make it together of course since I refer to him as ex, but as far as I know he or no one else ever found out about my ride on the wild side.